Day 9

I arrived at Suan Kaeo Resort at about 8:30 Sunday morning the 23rd. This is like a small private catering park with a couple of dormitory buildings and a lake.

There are ostrich and peacock there. There were also 28 children interested in art...28 children born with HIV, for the most part, orphans. I have been in a situation like this 3 days earlier..what will I do? I felt so powerless and incompetent at the Agape Home. Now I was schedule for an all day workshop with the "We Understand group." A group that is all around Thailand.

I was scheduled now for a full day workshop...I knew we would do a slideshow, I was not sure what else. I was sinking into fear...confusion, inadequacy.

Then I met Krue Oui, the teacher and heart for this center. Thailand is an opportunity of the heart. The respect here is for the gift of being...the energy of the soul.

Oui is a psychologist by trade. Who has focused on the care, love, and nourishment of children born with HIV all over Thailand. She is a teacher of the heart, she is a guide of the spirit, she is will within the heart...the tantric union of heart, mind and spirit, and her face glows with the joy of life.

I met the children. This was different than Agape...there was no authority trip, the children were clean, there was a natural air of safety and encouragement for everyone. It was the infectiousness of life, life in the presence of great trauma and isolation.

Thailand lets one live closer to their heart, at least that is my feeling, people are receptive to energy given with care.

We had an all day workshop, by 5 in the afternoon I needed more time...I am going back to this place in December for a 2 day workshop.

What did we do? We looked at my pictures...I talked about isolation...we drew and colored..then I did some imagery work with the children. After Agape I was so sad, what have I got? What can I do? I found on this day what I can do: I can reach into them, I can bring them from total darkness to hope and movement. All of the children have the correct medications, they are healthy in their lives.

What they carry besides the virus is the isolation, doubt, pain, rage, and confusion of why them, where is Mother and Father? These children are true victims...yet they just want to live normal lives.

So, I took them into their darkness...see it, feel it..let the pain touch you...there were lots of tears and lots of staff and we all gave lots of hugs...the children felt relief....someone came into their empty isolated overwhelming darkness, someone came and helped pull out the shame, and cracked open the doors that trap them inside.

I have always admired those who can dedicate themselves to a life of service, or bookbinding, or Bonsai growing. How does one stick, anchor, lash down and feel good? At one point that day, I thought, I could do this for the rest of my life...a chance to love for me, a chance to give, and still there is the strong desire to feel at peace with self and life, that I was loved for who I was, what I am...who I became. And loving makes it possible to be loved in who one becomes.

Born HIV Positive

One of a Kind Oui

Day 8

Saturday the 21st of November, Day 8 of my program was the only day in my 2 week program for 1/2 day schedule. In the morning I spoke with students and professors from Chiang Rai Rajabhat University. Chiang Rai in the north is relaxed...maybe like the Taos of Santa Fe in Chiang Mai, although on a much smaller scale (obviously). So I worked and we had a nice tour of the art department after the usual exchange of gifts. I have been giving 12" matted prints (Printed by Heartland Printworks, Shaw for the win!) of my work which seems to bring delight. I have been given scarves and Thai Pillows, an elephant clock, and lots of other handcrafts. It is a fun time to share gifts, a very polite and respectful way to acknowledge and show gratitude to one another, inherent in this ritual is some unspoken understanding that what there is to give, is one self, the gift says thank you and respect for one's giving of time and energy. 

In the afternoon, Ann Casper of the Embassy in Bangkok and Khun Kelly and I had a nice lunch and then went to visit one of Thailand's most famous artists; Thawan Duchanee. He is a quite brooding fellow of 70 who surrounds himself with relics of nature, hundreds of long-horned cow skulls, hides, and shells. He is Kurtz i his own jungle. 

Following a long visit to Thawan's estate, we had time for me to see some country-side and watch the tail end of the fall rice crop. 

Chiang Rai Rajabhat University Exchange of Gifts.

Chiang Rai Rajabhat Lecture

Cookin

Thawan

Ann, Thawan & Kelly

Rice Field Home Dreaming

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Day 7

A day of 2 lectures, Chiang Mai Rajabhat University and Chiang Mai University. The talks went well and the students, always a bit shy, always polite, slowly opened up to questions and ideas. We had a fine time! 

Then off on a spectacular flight in a twin engine commuter up to Chiang Rai by the Burmese border in the north. 

Chiang Mai Mascot?

Chiang Mai University

Chiang Rai Flight

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Day 6

Checked out of Bangkok and headed for Chiang Mai in the North. Upon arrival we jumped into a van and headed off to Suan Park restaurant for a round table discussion with art professors and artists from the area. Michael Morrow, a most affable consulate general, met with us as well. He discussed the American Artist Abroad Program. I then talked my general theories of the poetry of imagination and the importance and difference of inspiration. My thoughts were well received and then we spoke about coalitions, networking, and money for artists...! TOUGH TIMES for artists globally are ahead, I am afraid.

In the afternoon after a studio visit with Dr. Wattana we headed to the Agape Home for Children. Nothing can prepare you, or me for this...children born with HIV, orphans. 

Suffering...really alone, isolated...somethings don't wash off. These children are brave, child like, wounded, adult like, pained and damaged in a place that is an incomprehensible hell...My hell was my helplessness...

I showed pictures, we drew, sang and went on. The American Embassy brought gift bags for all. 

Artists roundtable in Chiang Mai

Thailand - Teaching and Experiencing

Today, Wednesday the 19th, another quality day. The human interactions grow deeper and wider with each passing day here.

Two lectures today: the morning at a private university, the afternoon at Bangkok University. A group of 35 or so students and professors. It was the most responsive class I have ever had the privilege to work with. I taught whole brain learning and receptivity to inspiration; the questions of vulnerability on the artists path were honest and rich - pushing me to share more and give the best I had. Then, we did critiques. There were several of the second and third year students, who will go far. They were unique: they wanted the freedom of a life of self trust and discovery beyond repetitious or surreal imaginative directions. They seek the genuine.

It was a heartwarming and richly rewarding, sharing, and learning experience for me.

Serious Students, art students at Chulalongkorn University

Professor Jirapat Pitpreecha and students Chulalongkorn University.

Struck and Humbled

Tuesday - a day like I have never known or imagined. The morning: a long drive with Sam and Khun Kelly from the Embassy to the next province, just outside of Bangkok. 

All morning with severely handicapped artists trying to make a living...trying to find their way to peace and livelihood through paint. Stuck in pain and difficulty to depths beyond imagination. 

If you are an artist and have materials you are not using, please get them to my gallery this week. If you are a friend or patron, please feel free to donate monetarily for us to purchase items, or please drop off gently or unused art materials to the gallery. There are people here who would know great gratitude for your help, and use the materials to survive...especially: watercolor, brushes, watercolor blocks, colored pencils and paper...anything and everything you might not need anymore. Please...

Then in the afternoon, a reception with dignitaries from the Thai government, other Embassies, educators, some of the handicapped artists and other artisans and actors. It was a lovely time, and the exchange of gifts and hopes were expressed. 

Following this, I had dinner with his Excellency the Ambassador and his wife Sophia. I saw in the formal dining room, enjoying two of the finest people I have ever come to know. Behind them, on the wall, larger then life..my painting Harvest Moon Rising.

We spoke of ideas and ways of helping of how to be of service in the world. I am so proud to have experienced this. I am so relieved with gratitude...one of the most humbling, and strengthening days of my life. 

Tomorrow is another day in Thailand. 

Below you shall find photographs from my experience with the handicapped artisans.    It was an amazing experience, and I do hope that we can gather support from our friends in Indianapolis to support these talented people. 

(Please contact my gallery director and assistant, Peeps/Sarah if you are interested in donating - gallerydirector@domontgallery.com)

Bravery.

Nakhonpathom Disabled artists. 

National Gallery Opening

Here are some photographs of the opening of my show "Unity Revealed" at the National Gallery in Thailand. 

Myself with Ambassador John (to my left) and the Director of Cultural Fine Arts (foreground)

The show at the National Gallery, click here to see it bigger

Haiku

Nestled in a lemongrass night

Koi break the pond surface

I yearn for nothing

Thailand - First Post

The blur is beginning to soften after 24 hours of flying...It has been nice just to roll on with the feeling of being added to a tossed salad. The Thai people and culture are intertwined and yet separate. They are from a complex history and culture, yet the place is like 8 hands shuffling a deck of cards together and no one seems to get bumped or out of wack. There is always a smile of the heart and a courteous bow. 

Weekend Market, John J Domont, 2008

Human Salad, John J Domont, 2008

Domont in Thailand

Here is a fun shot John sent me from a store in Thailand. He says it reminded him of myself and our gallery assistant Mystica. 

Domont In Thailand

Greetings!

John has safely made it to Thailand, where he is an Artist Ambassador on behalf of the United States Embassy. John will be heading all over the country for work, as well as doing an artist residency in Delhi, India.

We've had great news that both MTV Thailand (of all things) wants to interview him, and that the Embassy in Laos wants to bring John there! Quite exciting!

Here is a photograph of John's banner announcing his show at the National Gallery! So exciting! I'm so proud of John (and myself too darnit!) for all the hard work that has went into this.

Keep your eyes peeled on our blog, I'll be sharing JOhn's thoughts and ideas, and photos on behalf of him.